MARiA
- mariaDREX
- physically or emotionally. a joker. maybe. a pacifier. at times. and... usually make the issues, people don't notice much.
BOOKS
- Ang Paboritong Libro ni Hudas
- Solitaire Mystery
- Veronica Decides to Die
- The Best Laid Plans
LINK LIST
LABELS
- for you (37)
- laughs (12)
- personal (13)
- serious (28)
- UNHEALTHY LOVE (1)
May 06, 2011
Sense, No Sensibility
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Beauty is Her Madness
“I was attacked in the forest while I was at rest. No worries, no doubts, no fear, nothing but myself and things that surrounds me, just those things that surrounds me. I dare not go out of my cave, for I know, there are eyes watching me. Every step creaks lot of creatures, waiting for their prey. Just for one night, back from the past, there’s this one creature, from the wild, that escaped and roared out the forest. I thought, it was beauty that reigned. A beautiful creature from afar of nobody’s land. The beasts liked her, loved her and praised her, yet beauty wasn't enough and didn’t last to uncover the sharp fangs and claws of her madness. Beasts started to be mischievous. Untamed by the its beauty and madness, and then suddenly plagued out. Misfortune came to the forest just when creature was driven out. Now, she hits again. We’re now wondering why she came back. Then I thought, she’s just making a ding and a loud ring to take in again."
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February 03, 2011
May Sasabihin Ako, Pero Huwag Mong Ipagsabe
magiisip ako ngayon ng bago.
sa panahon. sa mga lugar. sa mga pgakain.
sa mga tao. sa mga hayop. sa mga bagay-bagay at
sa sarili ko. ano bang bago pag nagsulat ako dito?
marami. dahil marami ang maaaring makabasa ng lahat ng sinusulat ko.
di nanaman mapakali ang mga daliri.
sabi' dapat pa'sulat nalang para di na mababasa ng iba, di pa mawawala.
sabi ko naman, ganun naman talaga dapat.
ano naman kung may makabasa,
ano naman kung mawala.
bago ba sa atin ang pagsusulat o pagkekwento sa ganitong paraan?
marahil sa iba (yung mga napagiwanan ba)
pero diba? bago magsulat o magkwento ang isang tao.
ano ba ang pakay niya? sabihin sayo ang kwento para itago mo sa sarili mo?
o ikwento para ikalat at malaman ng buong tao.
sa tingin ko, walang taong hindi, hindi sinasadyang magkwento sa isang tao.
halimbawa, may dalawa kang kaibigan. di mo alam na may samaan pala sila ng loob,
ng lumapit sayo ang isa at nagsabi ng saloobin. binalaan ka pang huwag sabihin sa isa mo pang kaibigan ang mga nasabi niya. ano ang gagawin mo? (marahil at malamang ay di mo nga sasabihin dba?)
pero isipin mo nalang, kung ayaw niyang ipasabi sa isa mo pang kaibigan ang saloobin niya,
sa simula pa lang ay di na dapat siya nagbitiw pa ng kung anu'anumang salita,
dahil balaan ka man niya o hindi, ay ganoon naman talaga nag pakay niya.
----ang sabihin sa kaibigan mo ang saloobin niya, dahil di niya kayang siya ang magsabi dito.
madalas sa mga kaibigan ko ang ganoong pag'uugali. at dahil sa nasa'isip ko ang ganoong "taktika",
maaring sabihin ko o di sabihin ang nasabing sekreto. minsan kasi, sinusukan ka lang din ng kaibigan mo ang katapatan mo sa kanya. na sa tingin ko ay ayos lang naman at walang malisya.
ikaw? di mo ba naisip na ginagamit ka lang niya para magbati sila?
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November 07, 2010
Do's and Don'ts
do's and dont's
that i always think of
i do like this
but i don't have it
i do want this
but i don't do it
i don't do it
but i just did it,
so unclear. yet, always think of it
i want to do this
but i don't do it
i want to sketch it
but my hands are laid
i want to paint it
but the colors, too dull
i know i want it
but just can't make it
...so HELP ME GOD (sigh)
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August 26, 2010
Linger
What else can I say about this lady in disguise.
I guess she was mesmerized
by the so-called love so sweet and spice.
In every thing I do, she acts it from the clues
In every word that I say, she utters like I'm no play
For what is the beauty that she has for when she shows what she had from the past.
Heartaches. Lies. Burning pains she might have come from far.
Please stop the drama, little stinky , you are now empty in his heart.
I pity those who say, nothing changes the first deep heartbreak
then I would rather say, nothing stops me, till you, that I break?
From you I've known a lot that people change but not you, Bitter
peanut butter paste, no such thing you'd make it better.
A lot like love. A lot like hate.
How can people swear, "I will wait"
A lot like you, A lot like faith
Cut those tangles, there's too much to wait.
I am no classy, as you are so bossy
no such thing as thinkerbelly,
Well, pardon me for I am late,
in saying these words, I hope you are with grate.
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June 27, 2010
Boyfriend
When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her
When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb-arse because she thinks shes
stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go
When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong
When she ignores you
Give her your attention
When she pulls away
Pull her back
When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful
When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word
When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she's scared
Protect her
When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up
When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand
When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes
don't look away until she does
When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers
When she re posts this bulletin
she wants you to read it
When she talks to you
listen!!and don't just sit there
When she gives you a note
keep it forever and never let it go
- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's OK don't believe it
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose arse am i kicking baby?"
-Repost
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Labels: for you
April 12, 2010
The Unhealthy Love
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Labels: UNHEALTHY LOVE
November 16, 2009
Take Five and Calm Down
"Take five and calm down. Jealousy is never a good way to deal with a problem."At the moment, I have an awful lot to share. Even if I don't, the look on my face says it all. So why hold it back? Let everyone know what's on my mind? Nah-uh. I'm not good at holding my tongue anyway, especially when I feel a good air-clearing session is the best solution. Just that, I really don't "intentionally" try to hurt anyone's feelings. Let us be generous with the kindness and skimp on the sarcasm. Right?
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Labels: serious