Fake it or Make it

             I don't want to make another mistake. I'm afraid that one day, everything will change. And I don't wanna turn out to be a fool. I don't want another pain, who wants ending up crying anyway. But am really confused. What's happening? Why am i making myself suffer from this. Am I really a fool? I'm always carried out with my emotions. Always undecided. And doesn't even care to what other people say about me. But am tired of it myself. I don't want to be the issue of the year, the cover for their magazine and be the trending topic worldwide. I just wanted to have a low-profile. And I hate being talked about.

               But then. One day, I thought, "how can i be myself, when I'm faking it?"

How can i be totally happy, if I'd let those rumors and gossip girls affect me? Am I right or I am Right?

I don't have to please anyone. Love me or hate me. It's me. No other girl would ever be. Just me! (wink!)